Hmm... i am not angry with anyone, or anybody. It also not cause i can't let go of the past. If there isn't a past there won't be the present me. I dun like crowd, i can never blend in, and it a torture to know how useless i am to be left out. It been like that for years, i dun understand why i got to torture myself trying to blend in.

I am not useless. Seems so deluding.