God where are You? My feelings are eating me inside out. And i seems to disappear within myself I am being controlled. I am like a slave now to this feelings. I know i will not fall cause i am juz too stubborn and i dun want to lose. But i hate that feeling. And i hate being controlled. So Do Something. God Do something please. PLease do something about it. Coz it hurts real bad. I am bleeding. Bleed like i am clotting within myself that i juz want to slash it out so that i can bleed completely. And nicely. Neatly, and heals.
At least physical pain doesn't feel pain. Somehow i dun feel pain when i cut myself. I only can feel blood flowing but why is there no pain. Maybe if cut deeper den will feel pain. Haiz but will have scars. haiz haiz. or maybe not. Try already den say. OM i am sadist.
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